Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Glittering gold




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Have a Happy time

I was back tried from college in the forenoon, I just retired myself on comfort cushion of my bed and switched the ‘FM.’ channel to get some entertainment relaxation. It was noon show hosted by some young RJ (Radio jockey) who might have just join the ‘FM’ channel my tiredness got eased with a smile to the blunder aired by the new RJ in her enthusiastic voice but perverted articulation as Good morning listeners at 1 p.m. in the noon and welcoming her listeners to the show, one can expect such common errors from armatures who will be in the zeal to put the present maiden impression in the impression to make others day in a style to make their own day.

My host as she was new but smart suddenly made the damage control by intelligently crafting her error saying also good after-noon to the listeners who are engage from morning with the channel and she played a romantic duet number from the composition of R.D.Burman’s Pandora’s box, I was quite rejuvenating my energy listening to the melody of song sung by one of the greatest voice of millennium Lata magneshkar with one of the melodious voice Kishore Kumar. As she went on persuading her listeners to garner interest in the show asking them how beautiful is the climate, what are the plans for weekend and how the hell this traffic jam is… ? I fantasize with my heart I am free what about you lets sip a coffee followed by movie and post movie lunch. I wish the satellite wires could transmit my emotions to her and she happily respond to the invitation practically make my day and her weekend. As I was still thinking of the menu a unwanted commercial in the channel broke by cutting the sweet voice of my RJ which was released in a public interest to use ‘Condoms’ to have safe and secure love for protection from the virus of HIV+ famously known as ‘AIDS’ The effort in the commercial was so appealing and convincing I was instantly motivated to abide by it. After a pause again back was my RJ’s voice giving piece of extra information on protective measures in prevention of the disease I appreciate the empathy of my RJ with whom in a short span of time I was gelling. How awesome the ‘FM’ channels make you experience with a concept to feel the pleasure of heaven and hell in a single contrast , first playing a romantic song, giving pleasure thoughts and airing protection alert through commercial. I am truly spellbound to their creativity. The FM has given new meaning to the ‘RADIO’ which was on the verge of extinction. The RJ reiterated her voice here the next song humming the words of the song… which is close to my heart from me to you, I got excited to her humming and imagined if God just appears before me and say ask for a wish I will just tell God to make me the song and put on her lips.

Oh God where are you ! That’s the question everyone ask but no one truly Endeavour to find him.
Lets not get into philosophy there is a different age to think about it.

As I recollected myself from the discovery of God and was making my hands rub in semi cold winter another commercial broke with a deep persuading voice spelling to speak the thoughts of your heart to your heart for just Rs. 99 for month. I was astound to hear the value of my incredible thoughts only Rs. 99 for month I.e. Rs.1188 for a year I for a while did my introspection of thoughts; After a while exercise the wave length of my thoughts resulted Good from my survey index of Excellent, Good, and Fair than only Rs 99 for good thoughts which can be excellent to speak to my RJ and marvel the tuning between me, she and my thoughts. I reckoned, I should do something to make my thoughts more colorful to result it into excellent and equally I should say to the establishment of the product and commercial (ad) to increase the value of my unbosoming thoughts. I decided I will inculcate painting as my hobby so that I can brush my thoughts with different textures of colors to look it more colorful and captivating on the canvas of life. Nevertheless after the deliberation of the contest between my dignified thoughts and the commercial, my self dignity was elevated to get a new hobby and self evaluation of my thoughts I was happy with the result but not the price.

The sadness in me was nothing but the resonance of the commercial, it was renewed into joy with the melodious voice of my RJ she played her another favorite song which was common from my favorite collection too. It was so wonderful to listen and feel the song as I visualized myself with the character and scene and the present RJ I was completely mesmerize with the radio and FM channel nay with my RJ I was in my rendezvous with my RJ through virtual satellite tele-broadcasting which I interpret as ‘Dil sey a unique instrument called as heart’. it was indeed becoming so escalating noon of my life, I was thinking to call my RJ for a visual meeting one on one in between another persuading commercial broke as my RJ assured me this is the last but not the least commercial of the show because the show was completing its happy time on air for the day. The commercial was for the men’s cosmetic cream to be clever and handsome it was no doubt a cosmetic cream exclusively for less fair men to compete with more beautiful women. The commercial was blessing in disguise to the men who were gifted of dark complexion by god due to shortage of fairness of complexion in God’s stock home. I got immediately up and looked myself into mirror, I was overwhelmed to see after applying only three cosmetic creams and two regular talc and one perfumed talc to my face and a deodorant and perfume spray with scented hair oil and gel. i was looking smart, bright than anything-else and the scented fumes was all in my room. I thanked to the stuff which had kept my face shinning before it slowly melts into dusk. As I am a firm believer to accept the change, I made a decision to try for the new product which is aired in the commercial. Though I am adequately fair in my complexion but the wall always looks good and bright after a new finish; that’s the impact of convincing commercials.
I was extremely happy for my RJ who sounds like a new entrant into the channel and give impression like she is conducting the show second or third of her life but has done commendable job in entertaining me and erasing my tiredness. She was a good experimenter in her choices now she was biding me good-bye with her sweet words

Though i was in no mood to get detach from her but time took over my emotions & her, I was so impressed, I made up that tomorrow morning I will bunk college and visit the channel to meet my RJ the rest of the time left in the day went in the planning’s for the next day’s visit, I couldn’t sleep in the night turning to my side ways of bed getting up checking, re-checking the itinerary adding each new thing for my attire to groom for my anxious visit to meet the elegant and talented RJ.

At last the sun was up with light of joy, I got up with great anxiety virtually not sleeping whole night just only for three hour napping dreaming the itinerary list is in proper chronology and remembering my dialogues to interact with my dream RJ hurryingly I finished my morning obligations and got ready to drive to the studio of FM channel to meet the beautiful voice and charming RJ my first station before my destination was a bouquet shop to get a bunch of roses to meet the roseful person and proceed, the distance of studio was bit long from my residence but my eager anticipation was getting it short. Finally I reached at the studios’ of FM channel I went to the duty office of the channel and enquired about yesterdays RJ and expressed my wish to meet her seeing me as handsomely dressed and the bloomed rose flowers the concerned lady seems understood my desire and told me to wait in the waiting room as the RJ is in a advertising work and will be back within five to ten minutes from the work. I was feeling irritated with the time as the five to ten minutes was moving on a snail speed than sand from hand, in the mean-while I learned the name of the RJ from one of the staff it was Maya which means illusion my temptation to see the RJ got multiplied again I requested the person twice to inform the RJ about me who had come to visit her, I got not much pleasing reply she is in work she’ll come wait, have patience, it’s a duty hours. I controlled on my nerves and had a two and a half glass of water and sprinkled lightly from fingers on roses to look it more fresh and captivating and once went to bathroom also, Their was a mirror at the side of the waiting room, I just peeped at my appearance everything was normal except my hairs which were little disturb due to wind, I knew about this probability hence I had brought along the hair comb and gel in my bag. it was any moment she may come into waiting room I quickly adjusted my hair. The moment came Maya entered the waiting room, I saw her and stood stunned, she greeted me I reciprocated her and gave flowers. I appreciated her Radio anchoring she thanked me and her personality didn’t look like amateur RJ she told me to come someday to her residence for luncheon in the meanwhile I was still to recover from my shock after seeing her unexpectedly a mobile ring went up it was Maya’s cell she picked and spoke. She told she had completed her job shift and she was back to her residence. Maya looked as she aged in between her mid 20’s but it is difficult to predict because I am too young to forecast. Suddenly, a tall dark and handsome person enters in the waiting room wearing blue turquoise Spanish print shirt, black cotton trouser and flat shoes with helmet in the left hand Maya introduce him to me as her husband , as she was living I asked her to give her auto graph she wrote in…
To Keep Listening Radio Happy moments and drove back to her home.

I was hilariously back to narrate this experience to ’you’ about my illusionary castle of perceptions which was not the reality; and the reality cannot be perception,

Now I always listens radio and Maya’s show happy time.

Don’t be in illusions…. coz
Glittering sand can not be gold
Keep smiling

With Love
Anxious !